one day

one day i hope to be a good person.
one day i hope to be a good missionary.
one day i hope to figure out who i really am.
one day i hope to figure out who the Lord wants me to be.
one day i hope to be skinny.
one day i hope to be satisfied with my external apperience.
one day i hope to really know what it means to pray with all my heart.
one day i hope to feel the Lord's love after such prayer.
one day i hope to accept myself.
one day i hope to realize my goals.
one day i hope to really show my mother how much i love her. really.
one day i hope to be a mother like her.
one day i hope to look people in the eye knowing i have been purified.
one day i hope to lift a heavy heart.
one day i hope to be excited with my reflection.
one day i hope to be on good terms with the Lord.
one day i hope to feel the lord is on good terms with me.
one day i will accept the shape of my shadow.
one day i will stop looking at it and caring about it's shape.
one day i will reach where i am traveling.
one day i will look back content with where i've come.

one day. a single day is built in a life time of single days.

one day. i'll get there. why not today?

i love you all. thanks for your support. one day at a time.

shai